And so it begins..

So Its almost Halloween. A year ago from Halloween I started my first round of Chlomid. It made me emotional and super grumpy! On the second round I got pregnant! Everything was looking good. My HCG levels were going up and I had POSITIVE pregnancy tests! It was on my birthday December 22 that things started to take a turn. My HCG levels were dropping. I was still hopeful and still no sign of miscarriage. We had a wonderful Christmas with family and loved ones. The day after Christmas I miscarried. I was ok. I turned to the scriptures and there it was.. Be patient and the Lord will answer your prayers.. (sorry can't remember where it was) It was the first thing I opened up. I knew I could do this. I knew that I could get through this loss. My sweet hubby always so supportive and there for me. I made it.. almost a whole year! I tried another round of Chlomid in March and April and nothing. So I thought I would just enjoy my summer! And I did.. especially with my new job and all at Stampin' UP! With lots of prayers and patiently waiting for answers I finally called my Dr and was referred to the Utah Fertility Center with Dr Gertchuff. She has been great! I got all my tests done and had to wait almost a month to get results.. felt like a lifetime! They came back.. GREAT! Nothing was found! Yahoo! However, the German Measles shot was missing in my body(just a little vaccine we got as youngins.) so I got the vaccine and waited a month.. which went by fast! So this week I went in! I started Chlomid again.. a much stronger DOSE! For example.. Today I am at work and I reached in my purse to grab out my wallet. All the change fell out. I right then and there just started bawling! Ha ha for no reason except my change was now at the bottom of my big big Purse! My sweet friends/co workers started to laugh. I knew it was funny! I was still weeping.. literally but bursts of laughter would escape from time to time. It was just too funny! So here I am. Matt and I are really excited! I will go in monthly take more pills get poked with needles and hopefully a baby or babies ;) come from this! I don't know how I would have made it with out my sweet Matt, family, and close friends! So stay tuned as our little life is taking a little turn for the better :)